I came back from dropping my son off with one of his friends. On the way back there were two deer in the road. When my car came through, they ran off in opposite directions.

I generally see lots of deer during the year--we just get a lot of deer out where I live.

run them over, tramp. then barbecue them.

my foot really hurts. fuck you, foot. gah, if you didn't hurt so much, i'd beat you black and blue.

That'd fuck up the front grill. I don't want that.

you're such a responsible guy.

No, just a cheepskate. Naw, LOL.

FUB - you are such a hypo! Go look at your armpits in the mirror - egads!

This very moment I am half in the bag. Been cooking and drinking champagne all morning. Bourbon glazed ham, scratch baked beans and salmon deviled eggs. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Yummy.

what's a hypo?

and why would i look at my armpits in the mirror? there are creatures living there.

Maybe hypochondriac is what phairphreak meant.

I think the sequence of you thinking that you have mumps and then something's wrong with your foot. Lots of ailments.

Edit: Note that I'm only guessing at what PP meant. Probably an educated guess.

Thats exactly what I meant.

Chick is a freak show baby baby on the dance floor.

turned out i didn't have mumps just sore muscles. but my foot really hurts. so sore. rub it, pp.

I just finished eating little caesars pizza with crazy bread and garlic sauce, and now i feel all garlicy and smelly all over my body!

YOU STINKY WHORE!

Just came back from going to see The Reaping. We're getting a combination of rain and sleet. Temperature outside is around 34.

It's cold and damp.

The reviews for that have been brutal.

It was an overly confused movie that spent much time on special effect and very little time on explaining what was going on. It's as if it is now expected that every person that views the movie will have to see it again and again to figure out all the nuances.

Unfortunately, you shouldn't have to see it more than once to get the basic point, and they just let too much for the audience to try to figure out.

I really expected a lot more gore--they have a whole river of blood. I actually was quite thankful for that as I cannot really handle the gore.

Nope--thumbs down.

My wife and I accumulated all of the forms and documentation for the taxes. We're having some accountants do our taxes this year like they did last year. It's my wife's air plant business that makes the difference. I've done our taxes the entire time that we've been married, but I have no clue about reading her business statements from her quickbooks program and make any tax sense out of all of it.

I really hate fooling with taxes. I think that all of the information that we've gathered represents 75% of the effort that I used to do to fill out the tax forms, before we had her business. If I didn't have her business to contend with, I think that I could whip out the taxes in short order.

Argh!

wow the reaping was bad? i'm saddened by this. the trailer was so good.

my foot still hurts

Poor Hilary Swank. She's an oscar winner for the love of god.

yeah, she never seems to recover after a good win. she did this too after her boys don't cry win, only to get another spectacular role in million dollar baby but before that, she did the core and other hella bad movies. insomnia was okay but man, she should really get a clue and another manager or something. she is a good actress but i think she's still trying to be america's sweetheart (i think she's doing a romantic comedy now) and that will never happen.

anyway, my foot is kind of healing but not fast enough. and i'm listening to ida and searching for sugababes' overload in soulseek.

I've been feeling really introspective today. I don't know. I've been having all these "deep thoughts" about religion and relationships and myself. I don't know, it's weird.

i'm still in that zone where everything seems to bother me and i'm waiting for something really big to fall on me or to happen, like i'm waiting for someone to die. i think it's my own problem. maybe i need something to happen to my life so i could stop over analyzing what will happen to other people, how i'd lose them, how their loss will affect me. or maybe i'm just one who's gonna die. my world is tense with the air of future tears and future heartbreak. i keep hearing about other people planning their futures. i'm too young for this.
-emo

I forgot to mention--I had my ears lowered yesterday.

Does everyone know what that expression means?

It probably makes me look 5-10 years younger. Yeah!

Ugh...cramps. Between the birth control, the vicodin and the other drug specifically designed to combat severe cramps, I shouldn't be feeling a thing, yet I am. What the hell is wrong with me?

That is so Courtney Love CC!

i got a colonic earlier and i think there's some water left. actually, i gave myself a water enema thing. actually, i just inserted a hose and opened the faucet. actually. um yes.

Clean that cavern.

It sounds like you're waiting for something to happen so you can grieve for two things at once, for the thing that'll happen and for something else you haven't previously been able to grieve. I hope this isn't the case, because it wont have a happy ending and everyone deserves one.

feeling disappointed.

Annoyed my MSN has broken again.

About to momentarily leave to pick up my son from behind the wheel driver's ed training.

Listening to "Yo George" on Yessaid Radio during Law and Order: CI's commercial break

maybe.....

You need a way to vent any grief you have in you now.

Are there things you don't feel like you've really grieved?

Yep, you need to purge all of the negative feelings that may be holding you back.

Life isn't perfect.

You need to be your own friend, not your own enemy.

Im still up late at night on the fucking computer, i just cant sleep.

i don't know if grieving will cure me. i tend to not forget any loss, especially people i love. and i'm just really scared to die.

Honestly it sounds like you're more scared to be alive. Death is only a concept of the living.

Where did everybody go?

There was a whole bunch of SPAM earlier in the evening and the moderators deleted it all. After that, it's been mostly dead. What happened?

Watching The Daily Show and wishing for the good ol' days with Ed Helms and Steve Carrell and Steven Colbert (not that I don't like the new guys, it's just that I miss the old guys).

pondering about lys' words.
listening to pink's u and ur hand.
reminded of jerking off.
wondering about foot.

i'm with Jorge..i've taken a bunch of Melatonins, still woke up and didn't sleep through the whole night.
my roommate also being awake makes it a thing we're in together
-Halli (yep i made a new name)

Sometimes I get confused with the multiple identities. I'm glad that I read this post.

Somehow welcome or welcome back seem not quite right. What's the right response for the emergence of a new identity?

I'll guess I'll have to ask my other self.

Argh! It's the 13th. Today is Lucky's birthday. Such a strange person.

I don't know if anyone else noticed this, but Lucky's member id was 1313. Made you think that he (she?) planned it out to get that specific ID.

Anyways, we don't miss the violent rants, but the strange posts that seemed to make no sense at all were an acquired taste.

hah.

yeah..i didn't like it too much. i thought i'd love it, though.

bringing back an old name to the forum..it's Aimee Mann allusion, how surprising (jk.) but I really do want to be on this forum to talk about Liz and other musicians so it's all good.

I am debating what to have for Supper. Oh,life is so full of hard choices.

Right now im drinking an MD 2020 and sitting at the computer trying to kill time until my friend come picks me up so we can go out since its a mothafuckin FRIDAY!!! YAY!

What makes you think that??

I thought the new name was OK, I just didn't know exactly what to say to welcome someone who is already here and hasn't gone anywhere.

There isn't an expression for that, that I am aware of.

Kinda like, welcome, but welcome again, and again, or something like that.

--
I need to head home. (PS)

Feeling happy that my psych paper is actually going well (meaning that I'm actually writing it and not sitting around wondering why I can't write it).

We got up late and went over to Denny's to eat breakfast/lunch. We then went over to the Round Rock outlet mall and I picked up a couple of pairs of jeans and two pair of shoes. One of the shoes will be my airport shoes. No laces, just slips on (and off).

Vickie got 3 pair of jeans. We also went over to this place that had coffees and candies, etc.

I should have carried my camera, because I missed some opportunities to snap pictures of the bluebonnets. Maybe tomorrow.