First iced Americano for the day.
There is a new guy working at the coffee bar/restaurant where I get my morning coffee while I am over here. He is one of those guys who is just SO freakin' physically attractive to me he just gives me a HOT flash! I mean he is WAY c-u-u-t-t-e...Early.Mid 20's-brunette-gorgeous brown eyes, 3-4 day facial hair & kind've semi buzz mohawk punky do. Maybe butch queer-not quite sure since I don't go out much on the gay scene here anymore.
He gave me my cookie I ordered this morning, so he had to say hello & acknowledge me today...

a bullet and a gun
let's save time and energy
can't say this has been fun
lost and alone
i'm sick of you
i look in the mirror and who could it be?
someone i can stand to see

Planet Terror

Tendercrisp Chicken Sandwich from BK for my lunch. Onion Rings. Medium Sized drink. I feel so yucky now...

Iced Tea.
My new coffee friend wouldn't even acknowledge me...so sexy!!!!
Also ordered "Better" 45 single on blue vnyl by RS.

Hmm, I wonder why?

Normally I have time to have much healthier lunch, but had to stay around here today & there are not a lot of options...BK sucks, I know...

It's fun to have a little crush like that. I had one for the guy at the restaurant in the building where I work. So cute. He left to manage another place. Bummer poops.

Oh, I know-I'm glad you get my sense of humor. I've been told I flirt easily, but that's just my personality. Having crushes like that can really help you thru the day sometimes...

Yep. We need something to get us through that grind. Nothing wrong with a innocent boy crush. There is a guy at work who I swear is smuggling water balloons in his pants, but thats not a crush. More like a WTF!

I work with practically no attractive men, so my coffee guy truly is a bright spot in my day...sigh...you would like him, too, I'm sure...
Made a trip to B & BW to pick up my free gift. bottle of Vanilla Ice Cream Spray. Bought mini bottles of Twisted Peppermint & Sugar/Spice Body Wash for Xmas. Thank god I did coz it was a lady who works for my partner's 40th bday & I spaced it off so I gave her a bottle of the Twisted Peppermint for a gift..

burger king isn't bad. it's good on occasion. crushes aren't bad either i guess. love is better though. i find crsuhes me feel siick and empty. oh well i am strange.

kirin green tea ( low sugar)

Just finished the booking of tix for my November vacation to Vegas. It's my bday trip, but I did the booking. It should be fun. I always like a couple days of superficial fun.

Sushi for my lunch-I like it when I do out of office work, then I can have nice lunch for a change.
After work, stopped at my fav used cd shop & bought 3 nice condition Goldfrapp singles I didn't have.
Then went to Rite Aid to buy my meds.

I got so many buddy who's scopio, now I'm in my birthday trip, probably back to hongkong after my birthday in november 28th, I don't think all of the festivals are important but I do thing everybody's birthday is important, we can think past, present and future, I don't really what should get for myself before 21st, haha..............I dont know but know life keep surprised me constantly, ho!ho! ho!

Burger King is Evil.


I've gone a bit itunes mad recently with their exclusives. It doesn't feel like it's actually spending money so I'm rather "Clicky... Clicky!"

I know it's evil-I need to remember to bring my lunch on the days I'm over here, but I am too tired & lazy...

oh burger king isn't all that. they're actually one of the better fast food places. fast food joints get a bad rap a lot of the time.

No-you are not strange-I think that's very true. Love hurts so much, though-or at least I have been hurt by love many, many times (lovers, friends, family, etc.). So I have a love/hate relationship with love!!! LOL!!!

My poor twin, broken hearted even when he smells like a big yummy vanilla shake!

Oh, were you here??? Yes, I'm wearing vanilla body spray today! LOL!
I'm OK now, but, yeah, I do feel in the past I have been hurt a lot.
My oartner can really hurt me & not even realize it-he says I do that to him, too & maybe it's true, but I always feel like I go out of my way to not step on his feelings. Sometimes there is just no winning.

we always hurt the ones we love the worst. we don't mean to do it and it's not something we can help really. these things happen. we shouldn't be so worried about others hurting us and such. as hard as that is to do though. we should instead be happy with the love we are given. why focus on the negative so much when there is always a lot of positive to feel good about?

It's a me thing, when I get really down, it's hard for me to be positive-even though I try to put on a "happy" face for people.

Fast food is just generally evil. I don't know why anyone would subject their body to it.

I don't think I physically could.

3 Books from Powell's:
extra Near Mint condition copy of "The Secret History of Kate Bush"
"Beyond Definition-New Gay & Lesbian Writing from San Francisco"
"This Ain't No Disco:New Wave Album Covers"

it really is not as bad as you're making it out to be. not near as bad as some of the nicer restaurants around. in some cases they're much cleaner. some of the stuff i've heard about these higher end restaurants makes me sicker than the fast food places.

They're still serving junk food, no matter how hygenic their staff are. Fatty, otherwise useful bits of a dead cow.

I just couldn't do it. I don't care how clean it is. It's junk food. It's terrible for you. It's a representation of a glutenous society that will digest anything just to eat right here, right now.

One of my rollerball pens started leaking. I noticed some ink on my fingers and traced it back to one of my Pilot pens.

Anyways, I went over to Target and got a three pack: Precise Grip Rolling Ball (Pilot).

I almost got the Brian Setzer Orchestra: Wolfgang's Big Night Out, but passed on it at the last moment. We will be picking up the new Transformers movie, but the price is cheaper at Best Buy than it is a Target.

Yesterday, my son-in-law had a birthday, but it was their D&D night, so we didn't see them. His birthday starts the 3 months of birthdays on the 17th: his in October, mine in November, and my wife's in December.

Anyways, we'll probably get Transformers for our son-in-law as well.

Just bought carpet dry cleaning services. Left a check and a key under the mat and viola – I come home from work to fabulously clean carpet and area rugs!

i understand. it's hard to be positive when you feel like shit. the problem with that is though you have to be careful. it's not right nor fair to be shitty to someone who hasn't really done anything to you or isn't responsible for your feeling this way in the first place. taking your frustration out on someone else just because they happen to be in the line of fire isn't cool. not saying that you are doing this. i am just speaking in a more general sense. relationships can end when one shits on the other for too long.






i wouldn't go that far. it's not "terrible" for you. i mean alcohol is probably worse for you than fast food, but that doesn't stop people from drinking like fishes. the point here is that just about everything is bad for you now in excess. in moderation though it's not harmful at all. so you stop off occasionally and get a burger from burger king. is that really going to kill you? no. there are worse you could be doing. i know this sounds like my usual prat and crap routine, but this time it's different. this is actually a pet peeve of mine. i get really sick of people dogging fast food/junk food. it seems like everywhere you go these days people slam junk food and fast food. it's not cool anymore to eat that kind of "shit". or something like that. sorry if this goes down the wrong way and bothers anyone. i just don't like it when something gets a bad rap that isn't deserved.

I could probably do without a lot of fast food places, but Taco Bell is a must have.

GAWD, You ARE my long lost twin!!!!!!!!!!
I get such intense Taco Bell cravings at time-I wish there was one near the office...It's the only fast food I really love...

It really is divine isn’t it bro?

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm

When we were fresh out of high school and going to bars every night we ALWAYS went to Taco Bell afterwards. It was a routine.

Now I have one a few minutes away from where I live, but only pick it up on the random weekend for lunch.

I am a simple boy, I love the bean burritos and hard taco supremes. I stay away from any of their offerings that claim to contain “chicken” or “steak”. Cause methinks we have differing opinions on what those words mean.

KF4's Typical Taco Bell meal:
3 Crunchy Tacos-no lettuce
1 Bean Burrito-no onions-extra red sauce.
NOTHING tastes better after drinking....
Yes, its' the simple things they do well...

And there is something about their sour cream!

We would order “extras” so much one time they knew we ate in the car in the parking lot so they stuck the entire sour cream “gun” in our bag.

That's pretty great...
Yes, the sour cream is really great there-I actually eat there when I am out in the field for work as much as I can...

taco bell is good. even some of their "steak" stuff is good. their quesadilias are really good.

taco bell is good. even some of their "steak" stuff is good. their quesadilias are really good.

Iced Americano.
I noticed my new coffee "friend" was wearing a necklace with a RING around his neck!!! And that ring sure wasn't mine!!!!
JEALOUSY!!!!

And I loved my life...
And I HATED You....
(sung at Coffee Dude)

that's not jealousy. that's 6'1

Oh, Ha-ha!
I mean JEALOUSY as an EMOTION...Not Liz's JEALOUSY...
Then I broke it to a mean version of Liz's 6'1 at the cafe-I can't believe they asked me to LEAVE...

Nice try Vanilla Balls.

I know-I can't believe he spurned my affections that way...

Turkey Quiche & Cup of Potato Leak soup for lunch-actually quite good.

Leeks are a new obsession of mine. Delish!

The soup was ok-it's from a Boho/Lesbian/Grunger coffee shop cafe where the food is really hit or miss. There is another bear who works there who has a real attitude with me.

Try creaming leeks with half and half and use it as a bed for a great piece of fish.

YUM!

Of to the store: plan on purchasing a rotisserie chickie, USA Today and some doggie treats.

U R truly the chef-so cool!
I have no dogs-just 2 ornery cats...

Is there any other type of cat?

Doing cocaine once in a blue moon wont kill you either. But I doubt you're going to stop off and shoot up.

Fast food is unhealthy. It's bad for you. That's simply it. Yes, there're other bad things too.

Aside from any health issues, I don't really understand how anyone could really find the food actually appealing.

It's just the fact that most of us are running around and we're all time poor.

Stress. Working 60-70 hour weeks. Long commutes. Eventually, all of this shit is going to kill us.